It is approximately 3 in the morning and I'm still awake for no reason. Plus I just realized that my xanga page turned unbearably ugly and just had to fix it.  It's wierd how I don't even write entries often and still care about how my xanga looks.. maybe I'm just obsessed with keeping everything neat(my messy room is getting on my nerves these days as well)...  

This semester has been somewhat challenging to me in many ways.. I guess the most challenging part was all the changes I've been going through. Things are so much different this year and so far, I miss how things were before way more than I like how things are right now. As I get older, I feel like I have to carry more and more burden on my own but have no energy or will left to do it. Maybe I'm way too stressed out about my grades, applying to a major, my career and life goals, my relationship with family and friends, and.etc... things that people our age ofen worry about.. So I went home for the fall break to just.. relax...  Home is great  I got to spend time with my parents, play with my dog(I gave her a bath~ hehe~), meet my friends, go to an apple farm with my family, and go to nova on sunday. Honestly I couldn't even remember we even had a fall break last year, so I didn't expect to do so much in such a short break, but I had a wonderful time. I cannot adequately express what I felt and learned over the break, but I learned very good lessons from my experiences during the break and I am glad that God led me to see those things in the most unexpected ways. I am also forever grateful that He has provided me with my wonderful parents I can always fall back to.. I'm beggining to miss home already... well... let me stop being such a cry baby. I know I'm one tough lady and will get through everything just fine

my goodness... its been so long since i visited my xanga page...

i can't believe there is only a month before the begging of a new school year..

i'm beggining to miss school already hehe...

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wow.. its been so long since i've updated

this semester has been crazy for me so far, im taking 19 credits of madddddd readings, hws, papers, quizes and tests.... what was i thinking during the registration?!?! almost a month already passed since we got back to school. im still behind in basically all my classes, but im catching up... very very slowly and painfully.... should have worked harder    newayz.. let me stop talking about school works, i feel like i always complain about school in my xanga entries  

 i just turned nineteen last thursday and lately i've been thinking a lot about all sorts of things...  i can't really express what those thoughts are cuz my thoughts are always so random and are never understandable even to myself, but i'll give it a try even though i regret some things that i've done and regret not doing so many things that i should have done, i was never unhappy or felt deprived of anything. and i thank god for providing me with all the wonderful people that are around me. especially my wonderful parents who love me dearly and came all the way to jmu to see me, my one and only bro sung, and my good friends seunghyun, alley, grace and others. i love u guys more than u know and i miss u like crazy...

and my thanx goes out to everyone who wished me happy b-day's

haha... another wierd looking picture  i went to madison grill with grace, my roomie jihye unni, sangwook oppa, andy oppa and haeun unni. even tho i had to go to four classes that day and the weather was absolutely disgusting, i had great times

First entry of yr 2004 for me...and..oh yeah, new music too. I first heard it from my roomate's website and I just totally fell in love with it.

First of alll, Happy New Year everyone.

Hope everyone's had an awsome break. I kept myself busy working, doing errands, talking with mah girls, and watching tons of korean tv I kinda missed school in between all the house chores tho.. laundry, dishes, vacumming, cooking, cleaning... But  I'm glad I'm done working at fye... it was madness working there during christmas time. I also enjoy going to bed at 2 am and waking up at 1 in the afternoon. Wait... I DONT enjoy it. I'd better change my sleeping habits since I have morning classes every single day this semester!!!  One more thing, JMU Grade Report arrived by mail on Christmas Eve(what a pleasant surprise???)  but I still haven't showed it to my parents cuz I'm scared to death. I am dooooooooomed!!! So, these are my new year's resolutions...

1.study

2. study

3.and...study

JK................

I'm just gonna enjoy my life to the fullest doing whatever my heart tells me to do. I just need to avoid being a procrastinator like I was last semester. I'm gonna have a hard time bringing up my GPA for the next three yrs  On a brighter note, I have three more yrs to do better! rite??

Oh, this is what my friend told me to do about my grade report

-go back to school and when your parents drop u off and are ready to leave, just give it to them and run back to your dorm. this way, they can't do anything about it

will this work??

I dont think so........